Trusting the Journey

There comes a moment—quiet, stubborn, sacred—when you just stop trying to control every damn thing.
You’ve done it all: the planning, the worrying, the 2 a.m. overthinking marathons.
And yet… life still moves in its own messy, mystical rhythm.

That’s where I landed not long ago—burnt out, tired, but strangely… open.
Not to the next plan. Not to the next hustle.
But to letting go.

And you know what?
Letting go didn’t feel like giving up.
It felt like exhaling.
Like finally unclenching your jaw after holding it for years.

Not long ago, I wrote a children’s book—Mouse’s Enchanted Adventures.
It’s filled with magic and mystery, but what surprised me most was how much Mouse’s story mirrored my own.
He didn’t know what was ahead. He just trusted his little paws and kept going.
And when the witch appeared—when fear knocked loud—he didn’t crumble.
He transformed.
He discovered he was a vampire cat with power he didn’t even know was his.

Maybe that’s what happens when we stop gripping the steering wheel and start floating down the river.
Maybe the magic shows up the moment we stop fighting the current.

I’ve come to realize—
Trust isn’t a destination. It’s a daily choice.
You trust the rejections.
The quiet days.
The doors that don’t open and the detours that don’t make sense.

You trust that what’s meant for you isn’t in a rush…
Because it knows exactly where you are.

This blog, my books, my late-night idea storms—
They’ve all been breadcrumbs.
Tiny sparks lighting a path I couldn’t fully see.
And honestly? I still can’t.
But I’m learning to breathe through that.

So if you’re in a season where everything feels uncertain…
If your plans fell apart or your dreams feel far away…

You’re not behind. You’re not broken.
You’re becoming.

And girl—
You’re doin’ just fine. 💫🕯️🐾

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Welcome to my Blog This isn’t just a blog. It’s a soul in motion. A place where truth doesn’t wear makeup, and healing doesn’t apologize for the mess. These posts were written in tears, laughter, rage, clarity, and awakening. They’re about addiction, empowerment, energy, the cosmos, and the chaos of being human on the brink of something more. Alongside this space, I’m also the author of three children’s books: Mouse’s Enchanted Adventures , Buried Beneath the Fog , and Katherina’s Spell Book . Creating stories of hope and magic for young readers reminds me that light can always be found, even when life feels heavy. You can explore the books at Mouse’s website . I write when it hurts. I write when it heals. Here you’ll find stories of recovery, rising, awakening, breaking, rebuilding. One post may pull you into ancient frequencies. Next, into the politics that shake us. Then, suddenly, into the wild heart of a woman walking alone but never truly lost. This blog is my voice, fina...

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