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Welcome to my Blog This isn’t just a blog. It’s a soul in motion. A place where truth doesn’t wear makeup, and healing doesn’t apologize for the mess. These posts were written in tears, laughter, rage, clarity, and awakening. They’re about addiction, empowerment, energy, the cosmos, and the chaos of being human on the brink of something more. Alongside this space, I’m also the author of three children’s books: Mouse’s Enchanted Adventures , Buried Beneath the Fog , and Katherina’s Spell Book . Creating stories of hope and magic for young readers reminds me that light can always be found, even when life feels heavy. You can explore the books at Mouse’s website . I write when it hurts. I write when it heals. Here you’ll find stories of recovery, rising, awakening, breaking, rebuilding. One post may pull you into ancient frequencies. Next, into the politics that shake us. Then, suddenly, into the wild heart of a woman walking alone but never truly lost. This blog is my voice, fina...
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No Second Chances: Why Overstepping Boundaries Is a Dealbreaker

  As we grow and become healthier, one of the most important shifts we make is learning to put up boundaries that actually protect our peace. Not just ones that sound good in theory. This kind of growth is not about being cold or distant. It is about finally recognizing our worth and deciding that we are no longer letting people have unlimited access to us just because they are used to it. Some people will call it selfish. Let them. We know the truth. Boundaries are self-respect in action. They are the line between connection and control, between mutual care and emotional freeloading. And here is the part that tends to shake people. If you overstep a boundary after it has been made clear to you, that is it. There are no second chances. Because let’s be honest. Overstepping is not always a mistake. Sometimes it is a decision. And when someone chooses to ignore what you have expressed, they are also choosing the consequences that come with it. This is not about holding grudges...

Breaking the Stigma: Embracing Life’s Messy Dance

We often hear that life should fit neatly into a set of rules or boxes. Be this. Do that. Follow these steps and you’ll be “right.” But the truth is, life is beautifully messy, and it’s in that messiness we find growth and resilience. Not everyone walks the same path, and they’re not meant to. Some people stumble. Some soar. Some get lost and find their way back. And all of it is valid. Instead of judging those who live differently, face struggles, or take unexpected turns, we can choose compassion. We can look beyond appearances and ask what someone’s journey has taught them, not how well they fit a mold. When we step back and release the need to categorize others, something shifts. We begin to see the beauty in people’s differences, the strength behind their scars, and the courage it takes to keep going in a world that often misunderstands them. Life isn’t meant to be tidy. It’s a dance full of missteps and music, silence and rhythm. And every person’s dance is uniquely their own...

Boost Your Immune System with Thymus Tapping

The thymus gland sits behind the breastbone and is closely tied to the immune system. Its main role is to train white blood cells called T cells, which circulate through the blood and defend the body against infection. When the thymus is stimulated it is believed to activate these cells and strengthen the immune response. Tapping the thymus is thought to boost the immune system by encouraging healthy blood activity and supporting the production of white blood cells. This practice is linked to improved circulation, better oxygen flow, and a stronger defense against illness. It also helps reduce stress which is important because stress can weaken immunity and lower resistance. Many people describe feeling more energized and resilient after regular thymus tapping. By focusing on the thymus, you may be directly supporting your immune system and helping your body stay prepared to fight off sickness. The health of your blood and the activity of your white blood cells are central to stayin...

Speaking Our Reality: The Power of Our Words

  We create our lives with more than just our actions. We create them with our words. Every phrase we speak sends out a vibration, shaping how we feel, how others see us, and even what unfolds in our future. Words are like seeds, and the more often we repeat them, the more deeply they root in the soil of our reality. Think of affirmations. When we say I am strong, I am healing, I am enough, we are reinforcing pathways that strengthen those truths in us. But the reverse is also true. When words of pain and struggle are spoken over and over, they imprint themselves on our lives. This is why we must choose carefully what we speak into the world. Every time we say I can’t, I’m stuck, I’ll never, we anchor ourselves to limitation. And every time we speak I will, I’m ready, I trust, we set a new direction. Words are not just communication. They are activation. We may not control everything that happens to us, but we can choose the language that guides us through it. That choice det...

Brain Death Is False: Evidence That Cannot Be Ignored

When my mother was on life support, I was told that her brain was dead. Doctors spoke in final terms and made it sound as though the only option was to pull the plug. Yet everything in me resisted. I could see her heart still beating. I could feel the warmth in her skin. I even saw her fingers move, but they dismissed it as nothing more than a muscle response. I did not believe she was truly brain dead. What I came to understand, though, was that her lungs were too damaged and her body could not keep going forever. Letting her go was the hardest choice I have ever faced, but it also left me with questions that never stopped echoing. That experience pushed me to look deeper into what brain death really means and whether it is true at all. This is exactly what Dr. Paul A. Byrne and Rev. George M. Rinkowski explain in their article Brain Death is False. They present powerful evidence that challenges the medical standard and exposes brain death as a false construct. Even after a diagnos...

The Healing Power of Fasting

As I found out about my fatty liver, it was a shock that hit me hard. I had no real symptoms, yet one of the most important organs in my body was quietly overloaded. Fatty liver, or hepatic steatosis, happens when too much fat builds up inside the liver cells. The liver is responsible for filtering toxins, managing energy, and processing nutrients, but when fat crowds the cells, it slows everything down. Left unchecked, fatty liver can cause inflammation, scarring, cirrhosis, and even liver failure. It can also raise the risk of diabetes and heart disease. I knew I couldn’t ignore it. No treatment was offered, so I had to find my own way forward. That was when I discovered fasting. Fasting is not starvation. It is giving the body a break from constant digestion so it can focus on repair. When we fast, insulin levels drop, fat stores are burned for energy, and powerful healing processes switch on. I turned to fasting not as a one-time experiment but as a regular practice. Over time, fas...

Chosen One vs Law of One

  In the grand tapestry of spirituality, the idea of the chosen one and the philosophy of the Law of One stand as two threads often mistaken for the same color, yet each holds its own unique hue. The Law of One teaches that all beings are part of a single, infinite consciousness. It is the reminder that no matter how separate we may feel, we are never truly alone. Every thought, action, and intention ripples outward, touching all life in ways we may never see. The chosen one, on the other hand, is often seen as a figure set apart, someone whose journey carries a particular mission or responsibility. While the Law of One invites us to recognize the unity of all souls, the chosen one steps forward with a task that seems to require their personal courage, wisdom, and endurance. This separation, however, is not a contradiction. It is a perspective shift. In the language of the Law of One, a chosen one is not chosen because they are more important but because they are willing. They hav...

Walking Through the Fire – The Soul’s Cleansing

Carl Jung once wrote, “No tree, it is said, can grow to heaven unless its roots reach down to hell.” It is a truth that echoes through every spiritual tradition. Real growth is not born from comfort. It is forged in the flames. Spiritually, walking through the fire means entering the intense heat of life’s trials, where illusions burn away and only truth remains. Fire purifies. It strips us bare of ego, pretenses, and false identities until what is left is the essence of who we are. In mythology, fire is both destruction and renewal. It consumes, but it also refines. This is why so many people who have faced addiction, incarceration, or deep personal crises often emerge with a profound sense of clarity and compassion. They have been in the pit. They have met their shadow face to face. Addiction can be a way of numbing unbearable pain, but recovery is a walk through that fire. It is a soul forging process that demands honesty, surrender, and the courage to feel everything you once ran ...

Magic in the Stars

  We just crawled out of a noisy Mercury retrograde, and yes, it was a doozy. Mercury stationed direct on August 11 in our time zone, and the fog is already lifting, even though the post-shadow lingers until August 25. Translation for real life: fewer glitches, fewer mixed signals, and a little more room to breathe and be clear. Think of this week as cosmic cleanup, where your inbox and your brain finally start cooperating again. Right on cue, Venus cozies up to Jupiter, the classic feel-good duo, for a bright conjunction on August 12. That is your luck window. It’s creativity, charm, generosity, morning coffee that actually works, and a nudge to say yes to something you want. If you peek outside before sunrise, you can even spot the pair low in the east. Use this energy to pitch, post, apply, create, flirt, or simply enjoy the vibe. Are all the planets moving forward now? Not quite. Mercury is direct, and that helps a lot, but Saturn is retrograde until late November, Neptune un...

The Fall of the Patriarchy and the Rise of Women Choosing Themselves

 Let’s be honest. The system’s been rigged for centuries. The patriarchy handed women a script that said be quiet, be small, be agreeable. Dream less. Ask for less. Settle more. And for way too long, women followed those rules not because they wanted to, but because they were told that’s just how it is. But that was then. This is now. And now? Women are done. This isn’t about asking for power. It’s about taking it back. Owning it. Reclaiming what was always ours. From careers to bodies to boundaries, women are rewriting the story, and this time, we’re the authors. Across the world, women are standing in their truth. You hear it everywhere. My body. My choice. It’s not a trend. It’s a declaration. It means no one gets to decide what we do with our lives. Not governments. Not outdated traditions. Not other people’s opinions. Women are claiming their right to choose what’s best for themselves—whether it’s starting a family, not having one, getting married, staying single, or living...

August 2025 Forecast: Four Retrogrades and a New Moon Roar

  August is not easing us in gently. Four planets are in retrograde this month. Mercury, Saturn, Neptune, and Chiron are all spinning backward, creating a perfect storm of emotional intensity, spiritual friction, and mental fog. This is not a time for rushing ahead or forcing outcomes. It is a time to pause and reflect. If you feel tired, irritable, or like you are hitting a wall, you are not alone. August will shake loose the things that no longer serve you and expose what you need to heal. This month is less about action and more about awareness. Mercury remains retrograde until August 11. Expect communication to feel off and plans to go sideways. Conversations may spiral into misunderstandings and old flames may try to slide back into your life. This energy is not about moving forward. It is about reviewing what you missed. Saturn is also in retrograde, pulling focus on boundaries, responsibilities, and long-term structure. It is asking whether your foundation is strong or just...

Bare Minimum Men Don’t Deserve Your Energy

There I was, thinking maybe just maybe someone got the memo that genuine connection takes effort. After thirteen hours of texting, I expected a date suggestion, maybe a little creativity, a little "Hey, I’d love to take you out." You know, romantic baseline stuff. Instead? He showed up in my inbox with a bottle of vodka and a vibe like I should be impressed. Spoiler alert. I wasn’t. We need to talk about this epidemic of men doing the least and expecting the most. Like, when did showing up with alcohol become the universal "I’m serious about you" offering? It’s not a grand gesture. It’s barely a hello in beverage form. And you know what? I’ve done the work. I’ve cried, journaled, sat with my triggers, faced the shadow, and climbed out of heartbreaks that nearly broke me. I’ve been through the kind of healing that peels you open and asks, “Are you finally ready to stop settling?” I am. That’s why it hits differently now when someone tries to treat me like an option, ...

When Mercury Moonwalks: How to Stay Sane During Retrograde

  August 5 to August 28, 2025 Mercury Retrograde. Just hearing it makes people nervously clutch their crystals, back up their laptops, and mentally prepare for their ex to suddenly remember they exist. And yeah, that last part? Totally real. If you're not familiar, Mercury Retrograde happens when the planet Mercury appears to move backward in the sky. It’s not actually reversing; it just looks like it is from Earth. But even that illusion has real effects. Mercury rules communication, technology, travel, and timing. So when it hits reverse, expect a little cosmic chaos in all those areas. This particular retrograde runs from August 5 to August 28, 2025. And during that time, things can get weird. Texts go missing. Your phone dies at the worst moment. Your laptop forgets how to function. Flights are delayed. Meetings are confusing. And yes, your ex suddenly wants to “check in” and “see how you’re doing.” It’s like clockwork. Mercury goes retrograde, and poof , here come the ghos...

The 12 Laws of the Universe

The universe runs on energy, not chance. These 12 universal laws explain how that energy flows and how we can align with it to create more balance, meaning, and purpose in our lives. Whether you believe in astrology, spirituality, or just good old personal growth, these laws are always working in the background. 1. The Law of Divine Oneness Everything is connected. Every thought, action, and intention affects the whole. You are not separate from the world around you. What you do to others, you ultimately do to yourself. 2. The Law of Vibration Nothing is still. Everything has a frequency. Your emotions, your thoughts, even your words all carry energy. The higher the vibration, the more clarity, peace, and joy you experience. 3. The Law of Correspondence Your outer world reflects your inner world. If you want to change what you see around you, start by shifting what’s happening inside of you. 4. The Law of Attraction You attract what you are. What you focus on, feel deeply about...

Flash Floods and a World on Edge: What the Rising Waters Are Really Telling Us

  There’s a nervous energy crackling in the air lately. You can feel it. Flash floods are hitting one place after another: Mexico, Texas, Chicago, Nigeria, India, South Korea. It’s not just a pattern anymore. It’s a message. In twenty twenty-four alone, over eight thousand seven hundred lives were lost to flash floods. Forty million people were displaced. That’s not a typo. Forty million. The economic toll? Over five hundred and fifty billion dollars worldwide. This year, twenty twenty-five, isn’t slowing down. Just in July, floods in Texas killed at least one hundred and nine people. In May, Nigeria saw over five hundred lives lost in a single region. And people are noticing. Not just scientists or officials. Everyone. At local fairs, on social media, in cafes and backyards, there’s a buzz. Not the usual small talk. People are asking the big questions. Is this normal? Are we safe? Is this the end of the world? Let’s stop right there. No. It’s not the end of the world. But yes,...

Words Are Spells: How Belief Shapes Reality

Every single word you speak shapes the world around you. Not just in a poetic sense, but in a literal, powerful, and energetic way. Whether you come from a spiritual background or a scientific one, the truth remains the same. Words build reality. From a psychological perspective, your subconscious mind records what you say without judgment. It doesn’t care if the words are meant as a joke, a self-deprecating comment, or just a passing thought. It absorbs them and begins to operate as if those words are law. When you say you’re stupid, unlucky, or never good enough, your subconscious treats that as truth. It starts filtering your experience to reinforce those ideas. You’ll miss opportunities, you’ll sabotage chances, and you’ll feel like life is against you because your inner world is wired to expect failure. But say something like I’m figuring this out or Good things are coming to me, and your subconscious shifts. It begins to track proof of strength, hope, and progress. This is not wi...

The Earth's Pulse: How Schumann Resonance Spikes May Be Affecting Us

For years, the term Schumann Resonance has drifted between scientific journals and spiritual circles, often surrounded by both curiosity and controversy. But what exactly is it, and could it be influencing your brain, mood, and even collective consciousness more than we realize? The Schumann Resonance is a naturally occurring set of frequencies created by electromagnetic waves in the space between the Earth's surface and the ionosphere. The baseline frequency, seven point eight three hertz, has been measured since the nineteen fifties and is often referred to as the Earth's heartbeat. Here’s where it gets interesting: seven point eight three hertz closely mirrors the frequency range of human brainwaves known as alpha waves, which are linked to calm focus, relaxation, and even meditation. This overlap has led scientists and spiritual seekers alike to wonder if we might be more connected to Earth’s rhythms than we realize. And lately, those rhythms have been anything but steady....

The Summer Solstice: Light, Ritual, and Return

  The Summer Solstice, also known as Midsummer, is the longest day of the year when the sun reaches its highest point in the sky. It is a moment of powerful light and energy, a natural pause in the wheel of the year that has been honored for thousands of years across cultures and traditions. A Global Tapestry of Celebration Pagan and Celtic Traditions In ancient Europe, particularly among the Celts and Norse, the Summer Solstice was celebrated with fire. Bonfires were lit to honor the sun and its life-giving power. These fires were believed to bring protection, abundance, and blessings for the harvest. Rituals included dancing, jumping through flames, and connecting with nature spirits and elemental forces. Ancient Egypt In Egyptian culture, the Summer Solstice closely coincided with the rising of Sirius, the brightest star in the sky. This event signaled the annual flooding of the Nile River, which brought fertility and renewal to the land. The solstice was associated with Is...

Cursed and Bound, Even After Death

Inspired by the teachings of Edgar Cayce. When we think about death, many of us imagine some kind of great release—a lifting away from the burdens of this life. And in many ways, that’s true. But here’s the part most people don’t talk about: what we carry in our soul—addictions, resentments, hatred, grief—doesn’t magically disappear when the heart stops beating. Edgar Cayce, the famous American mystic, taught that death is only a transition—not a clean slate. He explained that the soul’s vibration, shaped by our thoughts and emotions, continues after the body is gone. In reading 5756-4, Cayce said: "The experiences of the soul are carried forward, not erased by death. Those habits of thought—whether of anger, love, or addiction—become part of the consciousness that meets the new life or transition." Which means: if someone dies still tied to addiction—to substances, toxic relationships, or destructive patterns—they often remain earthbound, caught in a craving they can ...

Reconnecting with the Earth: The Healing Magic of Grounding

Welcome, Wild Souls. In a world of Wi-Fi waves and concrete jungles, it’s easy to forget that beneath our feet lies one of the most powerful sources of healing we have—Mother Earth herself. Grounding, or earthing, is more than just a wellness trend; it’s an ancient practice that helps us plug back into the planet’s natural rhythm. And trust me, once you start, you’ll wonder why you ever stopped. What is Grounding? Think of it as nature’s reset button. Grounding simply means making physical contact with the Earth’s surface—whether it’s grass, sand, soil, or even saltwater. This connection allows your body to soak up the Earth’s subtle electric charge, which can calm the nervous system and bring a sense of peace and vitality. Why It Matters In today’s fast-paced world, many of us are walking around energetically fried—hello, stress, anxiety, and sleepless nights. Grounding helps restore balance, reduce inflammation, improve sleep, and promote healing from the inside out. It’s like giv...

Thy Will Be Done" to "My Will Be Done": Embracing the Unity of Divine and Personal Will

  In the journey of spiritual evolution, there's often a perceived dichotomy: "Thy will be done" versus "My will be done." This distinction often paints a picture of two opposing paths—one of surrendering to a divine authority, and the other of asserting personal autonomy. But this perception overlooks the beautiful interplay between these two aspects, which together form a unified path of growth and enlightenment. From Dependence to Empowerment Initially, "Thy will be done" can be likened to the relationship between a child and a parent. Just as a child relies on a parent’s guidance and direction, a person in the early stages of spiritual growth often looks to a higher power for instruction and support. This phase is about learning, growing, and understanding the moral and spiritual lessons imparted by the divine—much like a child absorbing values and teachings from a parent. As spiritual awareness deepens, this relationship evolves. The indiv...

The Intention Behind the Act: Will I Be Judged After I Die?

 Many of us have been taught to fear what comes after life. For some, the idea of eternal judgment is terrifying — visions of hell, the bottomless pit, or fire and brimstone meant to keep us in constant fear. Growing up hearing these things can plant deep anxiety: Will I be judged for my sins? Will I be thrown into that pit? What if I’m not good enough? But the more I reflected, the more I questioned: Is it really the act itself that matters most — or is it the intention behind it? For example, if someone steals out of desperation to feed their children, is that the same as someone who steals out of greed ? If someone hurts another out of self-defense , is that the same as someone acting out of cruelty ? I believe the heart behind the act matters. I don’t think we’re here to be judged purely on what we’ve done, but rather on why we did it. When I started my own healing journey, I had to confront this fear of judgment. I’d carried so much guilt and shame from the past — thin...

Navigating Life with Claircognizance: Finding Balance Between Control and Acceptance

 In our journey through life, we often encounter moments that challenge our sense of control. Some events feel like they’re part of a greater plan, while others are shaped by our choices and intentions. This delicate dance between what we can influence and what we must accept is where claircognizance comes into play. Claircognizance is the intuitive ability to know something without knowing how or why. It’s like an inner compass that provides sudden insights or flashes of understanding about significant events. For those who experience it, claircognizance can feel like a gift that bridges the gap between what we can foresee and what we must let unfold. Imagine life as a dog on a leash, as Edgar Cayce once metaphorically described. We have a certain range of movement—a space where our choices and intentions can shape our reality. But there are moments—like major life events or profound changes—that are beyond our control. These are the moments when claircognizance might step in, o...

Integrating Your Shadow: The Journey to Wholeness

  In the journey of self-discovery and healing, one of the most profound steps is embracing your shadow side. These are the parts of ourselves we often hide—the fears, the mistakes, the grief, and the difficult experiences that shape us. It’s easy to run from them or try to live only in the light. But true healing begins when we stop, turn around, and face the shadow with compassion and curiosity. The shadow is not your enemy. It’s a wounded part of you waiting to be seen. When we start to acknowledge those darker aspects—our past regrets, our emotional outbursts, the versions of ourselves we’ve outgrown—we open the door to self-forgiveness. And that’s where the magic begins. Integrating the shadow is not about glorifying pain or staying stuck in old stories. It’s about reclaiming power. When we learn to forgive and understand those parts, we shed the heavy masks we wore just to survive. We stop pretending. We stop performing. We start living as our most authentic selves—flaws, ...

Palm of Christ: The Sacred Healing Power of Castor Oil

  There’s something sacred about healing that goes beyond just fixing symptoms. Real healing feels like grace—slow, steady, and deep. That’s where castor oil comes in. Known for centuries as the “Palm of Christ” or Palma Christi , this thick golden oil has earned a holy reputation, both for its physical healing and its spiritual energy. Why “Palm of Christ”? That name didn’t come from marketing. It came from experience. People believed castor oil had the power to heal through touch, just like Christ did. Whether applied to the body with warmth or rubbed gently over pain, it was said to carry the same kind of love and restoration that miracles were made of. Edgar Cayce, the “sleeping prophet,” recommended castor oil packs in hundreds of his healing readings. He believed the oil didn’t just soothe—it realigned. It stirred the energy systems of the body, unclogged blockages, and brought flow where there was stagnation. According to Cayce, illness was not just a physical thing. It wa...

The Curse

  Back in Genesis, after Eve ate the fruit, a curse followed—not just sweat and toil, but something deeper. “Your desire will be for your husband, and he will rule over you.” That one line has echoed through centuries like a haunting refrain, used to justify patriarchy, submission, and silence. But what if that curse wasn’t a life sentence? What if it was a starting point? That curse wasn’t a command. It was a consequence. It marked the beginning of humanity’s separation from divine alignment, and it played out as control, domination, and spiritual hierarchy, especially for women. It wasn't God’s desire for us. It was what happened without alignment. And the moment we begin healing, we start reversing it. The more a woman heals—emotionally, spiritually, and physically—the less that curse sticks. The more she reconnects to her voice, worth, and sovereignty, the less she bends under someone else’s rule. She begins to remember who she is, not as an afterthought to Adam, but as a ...

Respecting Others' Beliefs

  In a world that often values conformity, respecting diverse belief systems is more important than ever. History has shown us the devastating consequences of intolerance, from the witch trials of the past to more recent tragedies like the Waco siege. The Waco incident serves as a stark reminder of what can happen when authorities and society fail to respect and understand differing beliefs. The Branch Davidians were driven by their faith, and the tragic outcome highlighted how a lack of empathy and willingness to engage with different worldviews can lead to irreversible consequences. Similarly, the witch trials were fueled by fear and misunderstanding of those who held different spiritual practices. The persecution and violence against so-called "witches" were the result of a refusal to accept that not everyone fits into one spiritual box. These examples remind us that authenticity comes from the freedom to believe and express those beliefs without fear. When we honor tha...

Different Levels, Different Devils

The first level of addiction recovery is survival. And that devil? Withdrawal. You’re not fighting cravings for fun—you’re begging your body not to collapse. Opiate withdrawal is violent. It’s every cell screaming for relief. You're sweating buckets, freezing cold, your stomach’s a warzone, your skin’s on fire, and your thoughts? Dark. Unrelenting. Some people hallucinate, others can’t sit still for even a second. You cry, you curse, you shake, and your brain whispers, "Just one more time." Not to get high—but to end the pain. That’s the twisted lie it feeds you. The devil at this level doesn’t wear horns—it wears your face. And when you survive it, when you crawl through that hell without using… it doesn’t throw a parade. It just throws the next level at you. Suddenly, the game shifts. You’re sober, but the world still sees the old you. The damage you did—relationships, jobs, self-worth—it all stares back like a cracked mirror. You’re not just detoxing your body now; ...