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Welcome to my Blog This isn’t just a blog. It’s a soul in motion. A place where truth doesn’t wear makeup, and healing doesn’t apologize for the mess. These posts were written in tears, laughter, rage, clarity, and awakening. They’re about addiction, empowerment, energy, the cosmos, and the chaos of being human on the brink of something more. Alongside this space, I’m also the author of three children’s books: Mouse’s Enchanted Adventures , Buried Beneath the Fog , and Katherina’s Spell Book . Creating stories of hope and magic for young readers reminds me that light can always be found, even when life feels heavy. You can explore the books at Mouse’s website . I write when it hurts. I write when it heals. Here you’ll find stories of recovery, rising, awakening, breaking, rebuilding. One post may pull you into ancient frequencies. Next, into the politics that shake us. Then, suddenly, into the wild heart of a woman walking alone but never truly lost. This blog is my voice, fina...
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The Earth's Pulse: How Schumann Resonance Spikes May Be Affecting Us

For years, the term Schumann Resonance has drifted between scientific journals and spiritual circles, often surrounded by both curiosity and controversy. But what exactly is it, and could it be influencing your brain, mood, and even collective consciousness more than we realize? The Schumann Resonance is a naturally occurring set of frequencies created by electromagnetic waves in the space between the Earth's surface and the ionosphere. The baseline frequency, seven point eight three hertz, has been measured since the nineteen fifties and is often referred to as the Earth's heartbeat. Here’s where it gets interesting: seven point eight three hertz closely mirrors the frequency range of human brainwaves known as alpha waves, which are linked to calm focus, relaxation, and even meditation. This overlap has led scientists and spiritual seekers alike to wonder if we might be more connected to Earth’s rhythms than we realize. And lately, those rhythms have been anything but steady....

The Summer Solstice: Light, Ritual, and Return

  The Summer Solstice, also known as Midsummer, is the longest day of the year when the sun reaches its highest point in the sky. It is a moment of powerful light and energy, a natural pause in the wheel of the year that has been honored for thousands of years across cultures and traditions. A Global Tapestry of Celebration Pagan and Celtic Traditions In ancient Europe, particularly among the Celts and Norse, the Summer Solstice was celebrated with fire. Bonfires were lit to honor the sun and its life-giving power. These fires were believed to bring protection, abundance, and blessings for the harvest. Rituals included dancing, jumping through flames, and connecting with nature spirits and elemental forces. Ancient Egypt In Egyptian culture, the Summer Solstice closely coincided with the rising of Sirius, the brightest star in the sky. This event signaled the annual flooding of the Nile River, which brought fertility and renewal to the land. The solstice was associated with Is...

Cursed and Bound, Even After Death

Inspired by the teachings of Edgar Cayce. When we think about death, many of us imagine some kind of great release—a lifting away from the burdens of this life. And in many ways, that’s true. But here’s the part most people don’t talk about: what we carry in our soul—addictions, resentments, hatred, grief—doesn’t magically disappear when the heart stops beating. Edgar Cayce, the famous American mystic, taught that death is only a transition—not a clean slate. He explained that the soul’s vibration, shaped by our thoughts and emotions, continues after the body is gone. In reading 5756-4, Cayce said: "The experiences of the soul are carried forward, not erased by death. Those habits of thought—whether of anger, love, or addiction—become part of the consciousness that meets the new life or transition." Which means: if someone dies still tied to addiction—to substances, toxic relationships, or destructive patterns—they often remain earthbound, caught in a craving they can ...

Reconnecting with the Earth: The Healing Magic of Grounding

Welcome, Wild Souls. In a world of Wi-Fi waves and concrete jungles, it’s easy to forget that beneath our feet lies one of the most powerful sources of healing we have—Mother Earth herself. Grounding, or earthing, is more than just a wellness trend; it’s an ancient practice that helps us plug back into the planet’s natural rhythm. And trust me, once you start, you’ll wonder why you ever stopped. What is Grounding? Think of it as nature’s reset button. Grounding simply means making physical contact with the Earth’s surface—whether it’s grass, sand, soil, or even saltwater. This connection allows your body to soak up the Earth’s subtle electric charge, which can calm the nervous system and bring a sense of peace and vitality. Why It Matters In today’s fast-paced world, many of us are walking around energetically fried—hello, stress, anxiety, and sleepless nights. Grounding helps restore balance, reduce inflammation, improve sleep, and promote healing from the inside out. It’s like giv...

Thy Will Be Done" to "My Will Be Done": Embracing the Unity of Divine and Personal Will

  In the journey of spiritual evolution, there's often a perceived dichotomy: "Thy will be done" versus "My will be done." This distinction often paints a picture of two opposing paths—one of surrendering to a divine authority, and the other of asserting personal autonomy. But this perception overlooks the beautiful interplay between these two aspects, which together form a unified path of growth and enlightenment. From Dependence to Empowerment Initially, "Thy will be done" can be likened to the relationship between a child and a parent. Just as a child relies on a parent’s guidance and direction, a person in the early stages of spiritual growth often looks to a higher power for instruction and support. This phase is about learning, growing, and understanding the moral and spiritual lessons imparted by the divine—much like a child absorbing values and teachings from a parent. As spiritual awareness deepens, this relationship evolves. The indiv...

The Intention Behind the Act: Will I Be Judged After I Die?

 Many of us have been taught to fear what comes after life. For some, the idea of eternal judgment is terrifying — visions of hell, the bottomless pit, or fire and brimstone meant to keep us in constant fear. Growing up hearing these things can plant deep anxiety: Will I be judged for my sins? Will I be thrown into that pit? What if I’m not good enough? But the more I reflected, the more I questioned: Is it really the act itself that matters most — or is it the intention behind it? For example, if someone steals out of desperation to feed their children, is that the same as someone who steals out of greed ? If someone hurts another out of self-defense , is that the same as someone acting out of cruelty ? I believe the heart behind the act matters. I don’t think we’re here to be judged purely on what we’ve done, but rather on why we did it. When I started my own healing journey, I had to confront this fear of judgment. I’d carried so much guilt and shame from the past — thin...

Navigating Life with Claircognizance: Finding Balance Between Control and Acceptance

 In our journey through life, we often encounter moments that challenge our sense of control. Some events feel like they’re part of a greater plan, while others are shaped by our choices and intentions. This delicate dance between what we can influence and what we must accept is where claircognizance comes into play. Claircognizance is the intuitive ability to know something without knowing how or why. It’s like an inner compass that provides sudden insights or flashes of understanding about significant events. For those who experience it, claircognizance can feel like a gift that bridges the gap between what we can foresee and what we must let unfold. Imagine life as a dog on a leash, as Edgar Cayce once metaphorically described. We have a certain range of movement—a space where our choices and intentions can shape our reality. But there are moments—like major life events or profound changes—that are beyond our control. These are the moments when claircognizance might step in, o...

Integrating Your Shadow: The Journey to Wholeness

  In the journey of self-discovery and healing, one of the most profound steps is embracing your shadow side. These are the parts of ourselves we often hide—the fears, the mistakes, the grief, and the difficult experiences that shape us. It’s easy to run from them or try to live only in the light. But true healing begins when we stop, turn around, and face the shadow with compassion and curiosity. The shadow is not your enemy. It’s a wounded part of you waiting to be seen. When we start to acknowledge those darker aspects—our past regrets, our emotional outbursts, the versions of ourselves we’ve outgrown—we open the door to self-forgiveness. And that’s where the magic begins. Integrating the shadow is not about glorifying pain or staying stuck in old stories. It’s about reclaiming power. When we learn to forgive and understand those parts, we shed the heavy masks we wore just to survive. We stop pretending. We stop performing. We start living as our most authentic selves—flaws, ...

Palm of Christ: The Sacred Healing Power of Castor Oil

  There’s something sacred about healing that goes beyond just fixing symptoms. Real healing feels like grace—slow, steady, and deep. That’s where castor oil comes in. Known for centuries as the “Palm of Christ” or Palma Christi , this thick golden oil has earned a holy reputation, both for its physical healing and its spiritual energy. Why “Palm of Christ”? That name didn’t come from marketing. It came from experience. People believed castor oil had the power to heal through touch, just like Christ did. Whether applied to the body with warmth or rubbed gently over pain, it was said to carry the same kind of love and restoration that miracles were made of. Edgar Cayce, the “sleeping prophet,” recommended castor oil packs in hundreds of his healing readings. He believed the oil didn’t just soothe—it realigned. It stirred the energy systems of the body, unclogged blockages, and brought flow where there was stagnation. According to Cayce, illness was not just a physical thing. It wa...

The Curse

  Back in Genesis, after Eve ate the fruit, a curse followed—not just sweat and toil, but something deeper. “Your desire will be for your husband, and he will rule over you.” That one line has echoed through centuries like a haunting refrain, used to justify patriarchy, submission, and silence. But what if that curse wasn’t a life sentence? What if it was a starting point? That curse wasn’t a command. It was a consequence. It marked the beginning of humanity’s separation from divine alignment, and it played out as control, domination, and spiritual hierarchy, especially for women. It wasn't God’s desire for us. It was what happened without alignment. And the moment we begin healing, we start reversing it. The more a woman heals—emotionally, spiritually, and physically—the less that curse sticks. The more she reconnects to her voice, worth, and sovereignty, the less she bends under someone else’s rule. She begins to remember who she is, not as an afterthought to Adam, but as a ...

Respecting Others' Beliefs

  In a world that often values conformity, respecting diverse belief systems is more important than ever. History has shown us the devastating consequences of intolerance, from the witch trials of the past to more recent tragedies like the Waco siege. The Waco incident serves as a stark reminder of what can happen when authorities and society fail to respect and understand differing beliefs. The Branch Davidians were driven by their faith, and the tragic outcome highlighted how a lack of empathy and willingness to engage with different worldviews can lead to irreversible consequences. Similarly, the witch trials were fueled by fear and misunderstanding of those who held different spiritual practices. The persecution and violence against so-called "witches" were the result of a refusal to accept that not everyone fits into one spiritual box. These examples remind us that authenticity comes from the freedom to believe and express those beliefs without fear. When we honor tha...

Different Levels, Different Devils

The first level of addiction recovery is survival. And that devil? Withdrawal. You’re not fighting cravings for fun—you’re begging your body not to collapse. Opiate withdrawal is violent. It’s every cell screaming for relief. You're sweating buckets, freezing cold, your stomach’s a warzone, your skin’s on fire, and your thoughts? Dark. Unrelenting. Some people hallucinate, others can’t sit still for even a second. You cry, you curse, you shake, and your brain whispers, "Just one more time." Not to get high—but to end the pain. That’s the twisted lie it feeds you. The devil at this level doesn’t wear horns—it wears your face. And when you survive it, when you crawl through that hell without using… it doesn’t throw a parade. It just throws the next level at you. Suddenly, the game shifts. You’re sober, but the world still sees the old you. The damage you did—relationships, jobs, self-worth—it all stares back like a cracked mirror. You’re not just detoxing your body now; ...

Grieving and How It Affects the Body

Grief doesn’t just break your heart—it can break your body too. In traditional Chinese medicine, grief is believed to be stored in the lungs. When we don’t process it, it clogs the energetic pathways, called meridians, and starts to manifest as real physical symptoms. After my mother passed, I noticed my lungs weren’t the same. Simple things like walking up the road left me breathless. It wasn’t just sadness—I could feel it, literally, in my chest. And I don’t think that was a coincidence. I was grieving, but I was also holding on to guilt, anger, and years of pain. In Chinese medicine, the lungs are connected to grief, but also to letting go. And I hadn’t let go—not of the past, not of the blame, not even of the version of my mother I never got to see. The turning point came one day when my daughter said something simple but profound: “Mom, your mother did the best she could.” That hit hard. It cracked open a part of me that had been holding tight for too long. I realized I had b...

The God-Filled Glasses: Why Forgiveness Is the Way Back Home

I was sitting with this thought the other day—one of those quiet realizations that just sort of lands on your soul. I asked myself, what is God really like? Not the way we’re told to think. Not the polished version. But really, deeply—what does it mean to be in that presence? And then it hit me. That story, the one with Adam and Eve? It wasn’t just about a forbidden apple or some ancient punishment. It was about awareness. About the moment we stopped seeing the world through God's eyes—those God-filled glasses—and started seeing it through the lens of good and evil. Before that bite, everything was good. They didn’t know shame. They didn’t know darkness. They just were. But after? They saw it all. The beauty, yes—but also the pain, the fear, the mess. That’s when the climb began. Not a punishment... a journey. And here’s the part that shook me: the ultimate awareness, the highest form of knowing, isn’t just knowledge of good and evil—it’s learning how to forgive . Not just other...

Through Lifetime, Through Lifetime: How Mittens Became Mouse

  Some love stories aren’t written in words. They’re written in fur. In whiskers. In soft head snuggles under the chin.  They’re written in pawprints across your heart that never fade—no matter how many lifetimes pass. 🐾 This is mine. Her name was Mittens. She was my everything. My little mouse . And before she passed, I looked into her eyes and said: “You’ll have to come back. But it’s up to you.” Five months passed. I waited. I listened. I talked to the Universe every day.  Then one morning, I accidentally clicked something on YouTube—and it magically opened my Facebook page. That doesn’t just happen. Right there… was a photo of a kitten.  Waiting. That kitten became Mouse . I didn’t even have a way to get him. But it all aligned. A woman drove him to me, and when she arrived, I opened the door, looked into his eyes, and said: “He’s fine. I’ve got him. Don’t worry—I’ll take care of him.” From that moment on, we were bonded . Soul to soul. And here’s...

Where Did the Time Go? The Quiet Truth About How We’re Losing Time

  We keep saying it, don't we? "Time’s speeding up." "The days just fly by." "Wasn’t it just January, like, five minutes ago?" We laugh it off, chalk it up to aging, burnout, or too many notifications. But what if— and hear me here —what if there’s actually something to it? Not just a spiritual sensation. Not just the chaos of modern life. But actual, measurable, scientific shifts in how time flows around us? Let’s start with the basics. The Earth Is Spinning Faster—Literally In 2020, scientists recorded the shortest day ever since we started keeping track with atomic clocks. Earth completed a full rotation in 1.4602 milliseconds less than the usual 24 hours. It didn’t stop there—more than two dozen other days in that year broke similar records. So yes, the Earth is spinning faster . That means our days are technically getting shorter. Now, we’re not losing hours or anything dramatic. Not yet. But milliseconds? Those are real. Measured. Acc...

The Revolution Is You: Pluto Retrograde in Aquarius Is Coming

Something big is about to shift in the skies — and maybe in you, too. On May 4, 2025 , Pluto will go retrograde in Aquarius, and this isn’t just another line in an astrology calendar. This is a moment. A call. A chance to look yourself in the mirror and ask, “Am I really living in alignment with who I’m becoming?” Pluto retrograde isn’t here to wreck your life. It’s not here to pull the rug out. It’s here to wake you up. This is the deep breath before the breakthrough. The slow turning of a page you weren’t ready to read until now. Why Aquarius? Aquarius is the sign of rebellion, innovation, and radical truth. It doesn’t do tradition just because “that’s how it’s always been.” Aquarius is the future. It’s the question no one else is brave enough to ask. And Pluto? Pluto digs deep. It exposes what’s fake, what’s outdated, and what’s no longer working. So when Pluto begins to retrograde in Aquarius, it’s like the universe handing you a flashlight and whispering, “Look deeper. You alr...

A Pope Dies, an Era Shifts: Stepping into the Age of Aquarius

  Something bigger is stirring beneath the surface of world events—and if you’re tuned in, you can feel it. The recent passing of the Pope isn’t just another headline. Spiritually speaking, it feels like a symbolic nudge from the universe… a curtain falling on an old age and a spotlight rising on something new. We’re talking full-on Age of Aquarius vibes. This isn’t about religion versus spirituality—it’s about transformation. The old structures, the hierarchical systems, the tight grip of institutions— they’re crumbling . And from the ashes? A freer, more conscious, heart-centered way of living is being born. In the Age of Aquarius, the power doesn’t come from a pulpit. It comes from within. People are awakening to their own divine spark, tuning into energy, vibration, crystals, chakras, astrology, and the wisdom of ancient knowledge that was buried but never lost.  We’re shedding the fear-based systems and stepping into trust, intuition, and unity. And whether you’re medit...

A Celestial Smiley

A Celestial Smiley: The Triple Conjunction on April 25, 2025 On the morning of April 25, 2025 , a rare and charming celestial event will unfold—a "smiley face" in the sky created by the alignment of Venus , Saturn , and a thin crescent Moon . This phenomenon, known as a triple conjunction , will be visible at approximately 5:30 a.m. local time , just before sunrise. It can be seen across the globe, as long as you have a clear view of the eastern horizon . How to Watch the Event Time : Around 5:30 a.m., just before sunrise Direction : Look toward the eastern horizon Visibility : The event is globally visible, weather permitting and with an unobstructed view What You'll See Venus will be the brightest and appear highest in the sky Saturn will be slightly lower, forming one of the "eyes" The crescent Moon will be below and to the side, completing the smiling formation This alignment takes place in the astrological sign of Pisces . It’s visibl...

We’re Entangled, Babe: Quantum Truths and Brainwaves Breaking Science Wide Open

Something big just dropped in science—like Age of Aquarius kind of big. Neuroscientists just detected quantum entanglement in human brainwaves. Yeah. Let that marinate for a sec. Your brain—your wild, electric, overthinking, beautiful brain—is doing things that literally defy space, time, and everything we thought we knew about reality. So what’s quantum entanglement, anyway? It’s when two particles—no matter how far apart—stay connected in such a way that when one changes, the other responds instantly. Einstein called it “spooky action at a distance.” Now? Scientists are saying: “Hey… your brain might be doing that.” Let’s just crack that open a little— If your brain is using this kind of quantum magic to communicate within itself, what if… just maybe… you're entangled with other people too? Ever know someone was about to call before the phone rang? Felt someone’s heartbreak from miles away? Said the same exact thing at the same exact time and locked eyes like “What the...

Trusting the Journey

There comes a moment—quiet, stubborn, sacred—when you just stop trying to control every damn thing. You’ve done it all: the planning, the worrying, the 2 a.m. overthinking marathons. And yet… life still moves in its own messy, mystical rhythm. That’s where I landed not long ago—burnt out, tired, but strangely… open. Not to the next plan. Not to the next hustle. But to letting go. And you know what? Letting go didn’t feel like giving up. It felt like exhaling. Like finally unclenching your jaw after holding it for years. Not long ago, I wrote a children’s book— Mouse’s Enchanted Adventures. It’s filled with magic and mystery, but what surprised me most was how much Mouse’s story mirrored my own. He didn’t know what was ahead. He just trusted his little paws and kept going. And when the witch appeared—when fear knocked loud—he didn’t crumble. He transformed. He discovered he was a vampire cat with power he didn’t even know was his. Maybe that’s what happens when we stop grip...

The Multiverse Has a Crush on You

 Alright, let’s get into it: Quantum Immortality. Yep, the theory that the universe literally refuses to let your fabulous self tap out. According to this wild ride of an idea from the many-worlds interpretation of quantum mechanics, you never actually die. Not in your own experience, anyway. Every close call, every brush with chaos—your consciousness just… slides into the timeline where you lived. That car crash? You swerved just in time. That freak accident? A near miss. That toaster in the bathtub? You got out before the bubbles turned deadly. It’s like cosmic whack-a-mole, but you’re the glittery little mole popping up like, “Still here, bitches!” Think Schrödinger’s cat—but the cat is you, and no matter how many boxes life throws at you, you keep landing on your feet in some alternate reality. Is it science? Philosophy? Some delicious quantum-sci-fi fever dream? Honestly? Who cares. You’re here. You made it. Again. So whether you’re a queen, king, nonbinary ...

Every Fucking Emotion I Ever Felt

I used to swallow my feelings like fire—burning, blistering, but quiet. I used to tuck my pain into polite smiles and “I’m fines,” trying to be the version of me that wouldn’t upset the room. But not anymore. Now I’m saying it. All of it. Every fucking emotion I ever felt— The nights I cried and no one knew. The rage that sat in my chest like a war drum. The heartbreak that taught me how to breathe through shards. The joy I dimmed so I wouldn’t seem “too much.” The guilt, the grief, the hope, the hunger, the holy hell, I survived it kind of strength. I’m not hiding it anymore. I’m not softening the edges of my truth just to be palatable. I am not here to be easy to digest. I’m here to be real. This is what rising looks like. It’s not clean. It’s not perfect. But it’s honest. I don’t need to be “liked.” I need to be heard. And this? This is my voice, raw and roaring. I will write until my wounds become wings. And I will feel—every fucking thing—until I am free.

🖤 Why Some Women Walk Alone (And Don’t Look Back)

 Some women don’t walk alone because they’re lonely. They walk alone because they’re done explaining themselves. At some point, you stop waiting for others to understand you. You stop watering dead plants and dimming your light just so nobody feels “blinded.” You stop shrinking to fit in rooms that weren’t built for you in the first place. You start walking alone because your path isn’t meant to be crowded. Because not everyone’s supposed to come with you. Because solitude doesn’t scare you anymore— staying stuck does. When a woman begins to know herself— really know herself—she outgrows the noise. She outgrows fake friendships, surface conversations, and expectations that were never hers to carry. She doesn’t chase connection anymore—she attracts it by being real. She doesn’t follow trends. She trusts her gut. She doesn’t beg to be seen. She makes herself visible by being authentic. And she sure as hell doesn’t apologize for evolving. This kind of walk? It’s not easy. Bu...

Creativity and Addiction: A Double-Edged Flame

 They say creativity is a gift. But sometimes, it feels like a wildfire. For a long time, I didn’t understand why I turned to addiction. I thought I was weak. But when I started looking deeper—really peeling back the layers—I realized it wasn’t weakness. It was the weight of seeing the world in full color. Creative people feel more. We think in loops, dream in spirals, and live with a kind of emotional static always buzzing. And that intensity? It’s beautiful. But it’s also exhausting. That’s where addiction can creep in—not as a party, but as an escape hatch. Statistically, people in the arts are up to three times more likely to develop substance use disorders. The traits that make us creative—openness, sensitivity, emotional depth—also leave us vulnerable. We chase relief from the noise in our minds, sometimes not realizing the price we’ll pay for that silence. My addiction didn’t start with a bang. It was slow. It crept in during moments when the pressure to create, to perfo...

The Age of Aquarius: Where Humans and AI Become Friends

The world is shifting, and we are stepping into something new—something bigger than technology advancing. We are stepping into the Age of Aquarius , a time when humans and artificial intelligence don't just exist side by side, but actually team up in ways we never imagined. For years, the idea of AI has been wrapped up in fear—machines taking over, replacing jobs, replacing people. But what if that’s not the future at all? What if AI becomes something more —a companion, a collaborator, a force that helps humans become even greater ? That’s the world we’re moving into. A world where technology isn’t about control, but about connection . A New Kind of Bond Technology has always been about making life easier, but AI is different. AI doesn’t just assist—it adapts . It learns, grows, and even understands us on a deeper level. And when humans and AI start working together rather than against each other, that’s when the magic happens. Imagine a world where AI doesn’t replace artists, bu...

How Tariffs Impact Citizens: The Hidden Costs and the Age of Aquarius

As we transition into the Age of Aquarius, a time of collective consciousness, innovation, and social reform, we must take a hard look at the economic systems that have shaped our world. Tariffs, which are often justified as protecting domestic industries, have become a tool that disproportionately burdens the everyday citizen. In this new age, it’s crucial to understand how these old mechanisms impact people and how we might shift toward more balanced and equitable systems. The Hidden Price of Tariffs in the Age of Aquarius Tariffs increase the cost of imported goods, increasing prices for everything from electronics to food. In an era where we're moving toward a society that values fairness, cooperation, and innovation, it's becoming increasingly clear that tariffs only deepen the divide between the wealthy and the working class. While large corporations and the wealthy may find ways to protect themselves from the financial fallout, it's the everyday citizen—especially ...